When you can't find the right words, I suppose you're not really helping yourself. Just a theory. Maybe there's no point to finding the words in the beginning. But then again the whole "What is the point" phase should be over in any case. Maybe sometimes illusions are inevitable.. just because sometimes they build up by themselves. Finding the right words was never so important, yet never so difficult.

What's the point?
Oh... right.
Wow.

"I don't think Sophie really has anyone like that"
"mmm.. no"
"Well, I suppose it could be...[blank] hahahhahahhaha"
"Ew. Thanks."

How stupid.

I feel an Epicness-notebookness coming on. As per usual at times like this. Finding the right words is stupidly hard... writing down the truth and not worrying about whether it's the "right" thing to say or not is too easy to ignore. Perhaps that's a little sad.

Suprising how close things get really. Insanely close. A push over the edge would be nice... metaphorically speaking of course. Heck, when is it not metaphorically speaking?
Metaphors, illusions, lies. I guess they were right. Blogs are stupid.

Pfft. Again, I have lost the point, and am questioning the meaning. I think it's gone on long enough. Maybe some things were pointless from the start. Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak. Maybe, just maybe, it means you've finally decided to let go.

This is my final entry.




For the last time,
~TOFU

I don't often mention names within my lovely *cough* Blog, but today I feel the need to. MEGAN I LOVE YOU!!! Tehe. She doesn't even read my blog but shhh, or you'll ruin the moment. GAH! Megan you are such a lovely, lovely person. You know that, right? Bless her! I shall treasure the songs I ripped from your CD forever. Thank you muchly. Oh, and incase you ever happen to read this, you were right - the acoustic version does rock. Emmensely (you- don't start, I know I can't spell..).

Wowness. I am currently listening to it. In my Itunes library. YAY! Thank you again, my love. You are AWESOME. Oh before I forget to mention it, and I think I mentioned it at school, but your eye make-upness looked really really pretty today. Just thought I'd announce that to the world haha. Ahh... happiness.

That is all I think. Lalalala. Happiness. Dancingness. Weee.


PS. No, I shall not be explaining the "Breasts-Out-Go-To-The-Loo Hugs". It's too special. *Cheesy smile*

PPS. I'm on the mission.



~TOFU


PPPS. Damn, I just lost the game.

Umm... why?!
"I dunno... I just do" doesn't really cover it I'm afraid. You people confuse me. And then there's you. Where did you come from?? You've never even been referred to in a blog before - no offence. Although, I'm not sure why I'm apologising as you'll never read this and even if you did you wouldn't know I was referring to you. Though perhaps you would now. Who knows.
Really though. That was unexpected. Nice.. but unexpected. And unnecessary. Hmmness.

Gosh - you're all odd xD (so let's have a tea party).


~TOFU

Four, yes four, hot guys in total. We're not just talking about hot.. they were actually heavenly-hot. Like sitting-on a-cloud-hot. Amazement-on-legs-hot. Wow they were yummy :) And he had a nice voice.

"If you find a tissue it will be hard and crispy, so just put it in the bin for me. If you find a wet soggy tissue it'll also be mine, so put that in the bin too *scary smile*"

 "If we pour that cranberry juice we'd be busted"

 "So basically I'm just a big blob of podgy podgy"

 COMANDO!  o.O

 "There's no such things as gnats. It's just Sophie" "I'm sorry, I couldn't help myself."

 -Love shake-

 Ride that lamb!

 *I'm special* Fluffy green bear

 "DO YOU WANT A PIGGY BACK?"

 -SPUD, know your onions-

 Cloak room raves

 Sleeping bags rolling down the hill

 Munch Munch Munch (Slurp Slurp Slurp)

 Cereal in the car

 Smelly toilets

 Toilets that are only one grade up from bushes. (The bushes would have been cleaner)

 More S Club 7

 The green VW Camper Van

 *Bang* "Sorry cereal." "Hahahahahaha Did you just apologise to the cereal?" "Of course I did."

Good times, my friendling, good times.


~TOFU

Goshhh! This weekend has been stupidly fun. Or, *weird high-pitchness* AWesommmmee, as you would say (my love haha).

Oh wowness. Seriously though, this weekend has been the most fun I've had in ages. We slept, ate, sang, danced, spazzed out, spazzed out some more, went shopping, played with balloons (no, there are no dodgey double meanings here) and laughed for like a million years. So thank you muchly (look, it's catching) to my love over at cantbesaved.blogdrive. I do love you rather a lot.

The final writings from our travelling blog shall be appearing up here soon, and thanks again to my love for letting me copy them up onto my blog as I do not have the amazingness that is a laptop.

Remember, there are no gnats, just me ^^ (Sorry, I couldn't help myself)


~TOFU

We've been up since... what?! 8.00am! =0 I think that's pretty damn good, you know. Oh and by the way, this wasn't our choice.  -.-''

"My sleeping bag looks like a granny!"
"He's a bitch of a man bitch, I think the first one is better"
"So, personally I think you should marry him *Cheesy grin*"
*Hungry hands* (You shall all see this one day)
"Night everyone" *Loo flushage* *Hahahahaha*

Fat Saturday today! Get in =P
We need a day off haha.



Going shopping now ;]
Party laters =D
Toodles for now.
*Hungry hands*
x

Me and my dear friend over at cantbesaved.blogdrive made it alive. Woohoo! We are writing bloggage so I shall add i... mmm minty goodness! .... I shall write it soon. Gosh we're having a giggle.

Damn gnat!

Woohoo! It's finally friday! I get to escape for like two nights. With one of the most awesomest, randomest people I know. This is gonna be fun ^^.

On a weirder note, I was making breakfast, and was really hungry. So, I was going to have spagetti on toast. But then, while it was heating up, I decided to have a pitta bread for lunch. The pitta bread was ready and then so was the spagetti. For reasons I do not know of, I found myself putting spagetti into the pitta bread. I only realised what I was doing once it was overflowing. How bizarre. And, strangely enough, it actually tasted pretty good. Ha.

OW! I just cut my mouth open on... a spoon! How the hell did I manage that? Owness! *Hits head* You are a fool, Sophie.

Ahhhhhhhhhhh........... see you in 2 hours, 10 minutes my little friendy!



~TOFU

Finally. I have spent an hour deciding but I have an outfit for the party. Now I just need to pack. And learn to walk in these heels. And, you know, do my french homework that's in for tomorrow... but I can do that in the morning I suppose.

Now, the question is - to wear glasses, or not to wear glasses? And to bra, or not to bra?

Oh, it is hard work being a girl, having girly crisis's. But rather fun at the same time. I CANNOT WAIT TEHE. Ohhh this is gonna be fun!


~TOFU